Inspirational Thoughts

Saturday, March 8, 2008

The Edmund Fitzgerald


The Wreck of The Edmund Fitzgerald
©1976 by Gordon Lightfoot and Moose Music, Ltd.

The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down of the big lake they called "Gitche Gumee."The lake, it is said, never gives up her dead when the skies of November turn gloomy. With a load of iron ore twenty-six thousand tons more than the Edmund Fitzgerald weighed empty, that good ship and true was a bone to be chewed when the "Gales of November" came early.

The ship was the pride of the American side coming back from some mill in Wisconsin. As the big freighters go, it was bigger than most with a crew and good captain well seasoned, concluding some terms with a couple of steel firms when they left fully loaded for Cleveland. And later that night when the ship's bell rang, could it be the north wind they'd been feelin'?

The wind in the wires made a tattle-tale sound and a wave broke over the railing. And ev'ry man knew, as the captain did too'twas the witch of November come stealin'. The dawn came late and the breakfast had to wait when the Gales of November came slashin'. When afternoon came it was freezin' rain in the face of a hurricane west wind. When suppertime came the old cook came on deck sayin'."Fellas, it's too rough t'feed ya."At seven P.M. a main hatchway caved in; he said,"Fellas, it's bin good t'know ya!"The captain wired in he had water comin' in and the good ship and crew was in peril. And later that night when 'is lights went outta sight came the wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald.

Does any one know where the love of God goes when the waves turn the minutes to hours? The searchers all say they'd have made Whitefish Bay if they'd put fifteen more miles behind 'er. They might have split up or they might have capsized; they may have broke deep and took water. And all that remains is the faces and the names of the wives and the sons and the daughters.
Lake Huron rolls, Superior sings in the rooms of her ice-water mansion. Old Michigan steams like a young man's dreams; the islands and bays are for sportsmen. And farther below Lake Ontario takes in what Lake Erie can send her, and the iron boats go as the mariners all know with the Gales of November remembered.

In a musty old hall in Detroit they prayed, in the "Maritime Sailors' Cathedral."The church bell chimed 'til it rang twenty-nine times for each man on the Edmund Fitzgerald. The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down of the big lake they call "Gitche Gumee." "Superior," they said, "never gives up her dead when the gales of November come early!"

I've always been fascinated by this song. I can remember listening to it as a child and feeling so sorry for the crew and their families. How terrible it must have been for them. As an adult I've studied the events and watched many documentaries on the wreck. As with most, the tragedy didn't have to occur. Human error played a huge role in the fate of the crew. Regardless, it's still fascinating to learn about it.

How amazing just how quickly things can "go south" so to speak. The crew knew they were in trouble, however, even up until a short time before they disappeared it doesn't seem they realized just how bad the situation truly was. They were in communication with ships in the area... no one got to them in time. I'm not certain it would have mattered even if they had.

A silent, watery grave.

Twenty-nine men lost their lives on November 10, 1975. The youngest was 20; the oldest was 63 years old.

The Memorial Site... twenty nine lanterns surround an anchor. Perhaps someday I'll get there to see it with my own eyes.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

My Actresses

As you can tell, it's performance time!! Woo Hoo! That also means we're almost finished with this project. Again, WOO HOO!! The show has been extremely well received. I've heard many positive comments from people coming out of the shows. Both of the girls are actually doing a show right now... and the last one is on Saturday at 2:30. Good Show girls.Emile looking her best with Aunt Cindy.Brie with Crystal and Tony.Emile and Brie with Diane Crews, Artistic Director at DreamWrights.



MY BAD :((

Golly, I can't believe it's been a month since I blogged last. I've been on a few times, I just didn't take the time to put anything on again lately. My Bad!! There's so much to share... here we go.

1. Employment Status: I'm sorry to report that I no longer work at Heritage Senior Center. It's actually with a sad heart that I share this because of the fact I truly started out knowing I could do the job of Program Coordinator, and was enjoying it in the beginning. As time progressed, however, my hands became more and more tied and I wasn't permitted to do the job I was hired to do. We've all encountered what we call a "micro manager" and for the first time in my adult life, I finally met mine. I couldn't do anything without getting permission first. My ideas were met with criticism and more often than not I was told "no." As long as I remained a "yes" person I was fine. When I started trying to stand up for myself, or point out obvious concerns, I was labeled as negative. It was terribly frustrating and counterproductive. I resigned last month, having only lasted 4 months. That's the shortest amount of time I've ever had a position. I did learn some valuable lessons, gained some wonderful friends (my seniors) and have some great memories. I don't regret having taken the position as it was a chance for me to grow and develop some new talents.... even though they were of little use there. Some day they will come in handy again.

2. Emile: I positively LOVE this picture of Em. She (of course) hates it. Even though it looks as if it was taken around Christmas, it wasn't. Due to a winter storm in December, the Holiday Concert had to be postponed until January. It was a great concert and really did put you in the mood for the holidays. Too bad they had already passed. The entire band and choir did a fantastic job and the decorations were festive.Em continues to do well in school and was on the Honor Roll for the first semester of her Freshman year. I'm so pleased with how far she's come this year. She tried out (but didn't make it) for soccer. I believe she would have made the team had she been on top of the required paper work (physical forms). Not making the team was a hard lesson for Emile. She really wanted this and was very disappointed when she talked to the coach. Hard work doesn't just take place on the field, does it?! There's always next year. If she wants it bad enough she'll achieve it then.

Brie: All I can say is...... Brie's been a tad bit "strange" lately. I'm not sure if it's something she ingested or what. I can't quite seem to pin down exactly what's going on in her life.I took her to the doctor but he seems to think it's just a phase she's going through and she'll out grow it soon. I'm not so sure about that.As time passes the symptoms get more disturbing. It's horrifying to witness this metamorphosis.I just know I want my little Brie Brie back.... soon.
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Obviously this was all for fun. Brie is doing fine. These are several of the pictures of different hairstyles for various "spirit" days and events at school or out and about.

So all in all, we're just fine. More to come soon.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Imagine That!!


Which Harry Potter Character Are You?

You are part Fred and George. You're a joker at heart, but when push comes to shove, you know what's important.
You are part Hagrid. You're an outcast with a heart of gold. Despite your own problems, you always find time to help those in need.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Does this really surprise anyone? I hope not.

Tornado Dream # 2

What the crap is wrong with me? I had ANOTHER tornado dream! This time I was actually hit by it. I was in a house taking care of a boat load of children. There were a few older people too, but I didn't seem to see them as much as sense their presence.Oddly enough at times Alice from The Brady Bunch seemed to pop in and out as well. I know, very bizarre.

I'm hearing all these tornado warnings going off while I'm trying to make lunch for everyone. I was completely exhausted but couldn't get any rest. I look out the back door and see a tornado coming staight at me. I try to round up all the children but can't find any of them, they've disappeared. I begin to feel the wind getting stronger so I head for the basement. At first I can't find a safe place. then I remember hearing to duck under basement stairs if nothing else is available. That's what I do. As I sit there I hear the classic noise "the freight train" and that's exactly what it sounds like. The noise is deafening. I feel the air being sucked out of the room. I clamp my arms around my head and squeeze my eyes shut! I can feel the spray of rain hitting me through the floorboards overhead. After a bit everything is still. The storm has passed.
As I emerge there is destruction everywhere. I try finding the children again. I can't. I so tired that I lie down on a bed and fall asleep. The next thing I know, someone (I have no idea who this is) comes home and starts yelling at me asking where the children are and why is the house a mess. I try to explain only to be cut off. I'm told I can't get anything right. This person leaves and I start cleaning up. To be honest, there's so much chaos that I don't really know where to begin. It's like I just wander around from area to area. Of course Alice is working away like nothing has happened. While she's "Wonder Woman" I look outside and see another tornado heading my way. That's when I woke up.

I'm really getting tired of this type of dream. It begins to be annoying. Where are the "pretty" dreams? AGHHHH!!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Life Lesson # 72,683


Ok, so I'm a VERY slow learner... but at least I FINALLY do catch on. Here's the story. I'm working very hard at getting myself in a better financial place.. as most of us are. I made a decision 2 weeks ago that will have a significant impact on my life for the better. Again, keep in mind I'm a slow learner.

Remember my car... the one I loved so much... yeah, the Malibu Maxx????One shouldn't "love" a car. I LOVE my children. I LOVE my sisters and brother. I LOVE some dear friends I have. I LOVE the gospel. I finally figured out I didn't "love" my car enough to continue struggling to make the car payment. (See the above comment on slow learner).

My brother-in-law saw my plight, and unfortunately, last Oct. his brother, Steve, had been killed in a freak accident. While cutting down trees at his girlfriend's home, one fell on him, leaving him with massive head trauma. He passed away while being prepped for the life-flight transport to the trauma facility here in York. As the executor of the estate, Keith decided to help me with my goal of becoming my financial stable (with the approval of his family). Steve had several vehicles, one of which was a 1996 Ford Windstar van. The Coy family generously agreed to give me the van.What a blessing this is. The van runs just fine. It's in very good shape in and out. Plus it's nice because of hauling kids and friends places (band, theatre, youth activities, etc... you get the idea). Here's the kicker, just the day before Keith told me about the van, I had contacted GMAC to tell them I was going to return the Maxx. I had until the 21st to do so and was calling around looking for a "cheap" car. Keith and Cindy brought the van over on the 19th. I took the Maxx back on the 20th and Keith and I did the title transfer on the 21st. How cool is that?! I couldn't believe what was happening. Well actually I could, but it still amazes me how blessings come when you least expect them. Isn't faith a wonderful thing!!! I'm so greatful I have a loving Heavenly Father who is ALWAYS mindful of me. He's ALWAYS watching out for me and blessing me in ways I haven't even started to figure out. Thank you so much Keith and the entire Coy family for your willingness to help me as I strive to do what's best for my family. It's truly TRULY appreciated. I Love You!

Monday, January 28, 2008

A Tribute To Our Prophet

I love listening to Glenn Beck. Here is a tribute from his show today. It was very touching. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. I added the pictures.... they seemed so meaningful at this time. Oh, in case you didn't know, Glenn is a member of the church. His personal story is truly inspiring... where he once was, what he lost, and what he now has because of finding the gospel. Thus the reason for this tribute.

Tribute to late LDS President Hinckley
January 28, 2008 - 17:36 ET

Personal note, this is -- gosh, I hope this year gets easier for me personally. This has been quite honestly one of the most difficult years, and I know we're not even out of January yet, but this has been one of the most difficult months I have had in my life since, oh, gosh, it has to be back in my days of alcoholism or divorce. It's been a very rough few months and you know what -- or few weeks. You know part of that and I'm not going to go into it again because I can't take it anymore but there's another side of that that we're just having -- our family is working very hard together on some things that are happening and I ask for your prayers on. But last night it was about 1:30, none of us in our house had found a bed before 2:00 in the last few days and last night it was about 1:30, we all went upstairs finally, said good night to each other. My wife and I were in our closet and we were changing into our pajamas and we were chatting and there was a soft knock at the door and it was my eldest daughter Mary and she said, "Dad, I just checked my e-mail and President Hinckley has passed away." If you don't know who President Hinckley is, you are not in the minority. Most people have never heard of this man. You may have seen him on Larry King Live one time.He was on a couple of times. He is the president of the LDS church and he is a 97-year-old man, one of the sweetest men I have ever seen. I never met, I never met him. Larry King actually talked to me and said one of the most amazing men he's ever met, Gordon B. Hinckley and I said, I imagine. And he said, you haven't met him? And I said, no, sir. And he said, you want to? I said, no, no, that's okay. He said, no, I'll line it up; I'll call Gordon up; you two should meet. I said, no, no, that's okay, I don't need to meet him. It's not like I was a fan of him. I was in awe of him. And that's what Larry King said to me. He said, all you Mormons are alike. You are all in awe of that man. And I said, he is an amazingly sweet and powerful man. A few, I think it was three years or so ago his wife that he had been married to absolutely forever passed away and it was so sad when she passed away because he was lost without her.
They were connected and they were one and they were a way a marriage should be and it was amazing to watch the two together. And last night I had wondered for a while, I had really, truly wondered for a while what it was going to be like when this guy passes away because honestly he was like, he's just one of the sweetest guys I had ever seen.

Well, last night I found out. Honestly I had thought in my head, because he had been sick for a while, I'm going to be devastated the day he dies. My daughter knocked on the door last night. She said, Dad, President Hinckley just died. My first thought, my very first thought in my image of my mind was him and his sweet wife arm in arm, together again at last. It was a happy moment. It shocked me. I knew he was back with his wife.
We all knelt down around our bed and I have never in my life felt, I have never in my life felt what I felt last night in prayer. I just wanted to thank God for putting yet another amazing individual down on Earth. We're surrounded by amazing people. We watch people all the time. We are influenced by different people, just people who stand for something, just people who say, you know what, I'm going to be a decent human being. And you watch them and they affect your life. Gordon B. Hinckley affected my life. I watched him. I learned from him. He said one time, and I hear it all the time in my head: If what you're doing doesn't have eternal consequences, why are you doing it. I think of that all the time. I think of the way he just told the truth even when it was tough. For people who are of my faith today, today I guess people would think would be a sad day. For me it's a very, very happy day, a very happy day.

If you are not of my faith, I ask you just to reflect on one thing today. Who is that one person in your life that stands for something. Who is that one person in your life that you look at and just say, wow, I want to be a little more like that person. Ponder them before you lose them. Maybe call them and thank them for the influence that they've had on your life. And if you don't have somebody like that in your life, look for somebody today. They seem to become more and more rare. They seem to pass on far too quickly even if they are 97 years old.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Our Beloved Prophet

With sadness I write this entry. I just found out our Prophet, Gordon B. Hinckley passed away today. Emile came running into my bedroom to tell me her friend, Logan, had just texted her to let her know the news. Here is some information I found. It's from KUTV News in Salt Lake City, Ut.


The 15th president of the LDS Church, Gordon B. Hinckley, passed away on Jan. 27, 2008 following nearly 13 years as the LDS church prophet. (Photo: LDS Church) SALT LAKE CITY - The president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints died on Sunday at the age of 97.

It was announced on Sunday evening that Gordon B. Hinckley, president of the LDS Church since 1995, died from issues related to his age.

Born on June 23, 1910, Hinckley ascended to the church presidency on Mar. 12, 1995. For years, Hinckley served as the 15th prophet of the LDS faith as a successor to Howard W. Hunter.

Hinckley became the oldest president in LDS Church history on Nov. 2, 2006 -- surpassing David O. McKay.

Hinckley might be best known for his aggressive attitude in building LDS temples around the world. As of an. 2008, 124 LDS temples were operating worldwide. Prior to Hinckley's presidency, there were less than 50.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

On The Go

As most of you know, the girls have been involved with DreamWrights Youth & Family Theatre for nearly seven years now. Each has been in performances and here we go again.....

Both were cast with parts in the upcoming "The Secret School." It's a play based on the same titled book by Avi.

Some interesting facts about the story. It is based on two classrooms... one set in 1975 and the other in 1925. The 1925 class is based on a one-room schoolhouse in Elk Valley, Colorado. The world premiere of the theatrical version was at Highland High School in Salt Lake City in 2005 as part of the Kennedy Center Imagination Celebration, the 21st Century Play Festival, and the Homestead New Play Series. A special thanks was given to Lucille Wilcox Wimmer for sharing her accounts of teaching in the one-room schoolhouse in Utah's Nine-Mile Canyon.

I'm pleased that the girls are able to perform in a play based to a degree on their state of birth. Pretty cool I think. We're off to DreamWrights now. Gotta go.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Please Explain

OK, so it's been over a month since I've blogged. No excuses. I just haven't felt like getting on and "sharing" my life lately. Do I have a life again yet? No, not exactly... and Yes, of course. Don't we all? Refer to "My Many Colored Days" by Dr. Seuss. Enough said.

So anyway, two weeks ago I am attempting to wake up for the day. I've hit the snooze button a few times and promptly fallen back to sleep. Amazing how fast we can do that, isn't it? The last time I do it I'm abruptly awoken by a disturbing dream. It goes like this.....

I'm in a vehicle heading north on 83, just beyond the Emigsville exit. I'm not driving, in fact I'm a passenger in the back seat of a mini-van. As I'm looking out the back windows, I'm on a cellphone trying to call one of my clients to warn her of a HUGE tornado that is heading east thru West York on to who knows where. Let me tell you, this is theBIGGEST tornado I've ever seen.

The sky is mean and you can tell there's complete destruction in it's wake. As I'm talking to her I look out the front window to see two more tornadoes, side by side, heading directly toward us. Limbs from trees are falling all around us as we try to stay on the road. The next thing that happens is we're hit by another vehicle. I could actually hear the sound of the impact. I felt the van tipping and sliding sideways as we tried to stay on the road. We were just about to be hit again my a semi when I bolted out of my sleep. What a crappy way to wake up!


So here's the thing. I think it's a sign. Does anyone else agree? If so, please let me know what you think it means. I will provide you with a few clues.

1. I feel like I'm under pressure at all times.... and from every direction. I seldom feel "free."
2. I've been getting a lot of headaches lately. Some have woke me from my sleep in the middle of the night.... others have lasted for days.



I'll let you guess which type I've been getting. I'm certain you'll be able to figure it out with no trouble.

So what do you think? I'm pretty sure I have the answer, but I thought outside input would be helpful. Besides, it would be cool to get some "dream interpretations." Chow.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Guess Who I Am


Which Disney Princess Are You?

You are Pocahontas. You defy convention and sometimes do what is considered taboo. Unfortunately, others do not always appreciate your differences, so it's good that you are so strong-willed. You are loyal and you believe in fate. Your true love will find you one day.

Find Your Character @ Brainfall.com


I found this on Beau and Amanda's (Jamie's brother and sister-in-law) blog. I thought it was pretty cool.... and I was amazed at how accurate it was. I can truly relate to my "princess." I do wonder if my "true love" will come along. I suppose if I'm not looking it will be harder to find "Mr Right," right? Life is too busy to be looking for now... maybe later.

Just for the record, in my dreams I have a figure just like Pocahontas has.

Friday, November 23, 2007

A Late Halloween

Ok, so I know it's already Thanksgiving, however, I came across some cute pics I took on Halloween and I had to post them. They are some the the highlights from the evening. Enjoy! Emile in her costume. Can you guess what she is? Yep, a teenager. SCARY!!!

Brie the Diva!


The Tin Man

Your guess is as good as mine.

A fireman.

A witch.

A magician "pulling" a rabbit out of his hat!

Todd the scary neighbor.

Like I said.. just a few of the highlights.

HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN!!!

A Time To Give Thanks

At this time of year there's so much to look forward to and a time to reflect on what has happened in my life and what is to come. I love Thanksgiving and Christmas. Isn't it the best? I heard a commentary on the radio the other day and it was about how thankful we should be, especially those of us living here in the United States. The caller stated how much "abundance" we enjoy. That got me thinking. It's true, we are living in a time of abundance. Is life perfect? Of course not. Are things the same as they used to be? No. Do we, for the most part, have it better today than we did a generation ago? I think we do. Others disagree with me, and that's ok. Since we live in a free land, they have a right to their beliefs, too.

Here are five things I am thankful for today.
1. I am thankful for my daughters. They are my greatest accomplishments. Without them my life would be very empty.
2. I am thankful for extended family and friends. I have the best sisters in the world... and a terrific brother as well. I am encircled by friends I can turn to and rely on at any time. What more can you ask for?
3. I am thankful for gainful employment. Without it I wouldn't be able to provide the necessities of life for my family.
4. I am thankful for this nation I live in. I am truly greatful for the freedoms I enjoy and those who fight to protect this land each and every day.
5. I am most thankful for my Saviour, Jesus Christ. I am thankful for the Restored Gospel and all the blessings I receive from it. All the the above wouldn't matter if it weren't for the Gospel and my testimony of it's truthfulness.

Here are some hightlights from Thanksgiving Day. We had the pleasure of having Dave, Josi, Grace, and Will over for to enjoy the food and time together. It was a wonderful day....
Dave, Will, and Grace saying hello to Samantha as they arrived.
Brie's "Pumpkin Turtle Pie" and Emile trying to snarf it down.
Emile's Pumpkin Pie. Yummy! I don't even have to make the pies anymore. The girls take care of that now.

Thanksgiving Dinner from each end of the table. Either way it looked great.

And finally.... last but not least....

Harvey.... our Thanksgiving Turkey... or what's left of him. I'm thankful for the delicious meal he turned out to be the center attraction for. We did enjoy having him over for dinner. Without him the meal just wouldn't have been as good. Thank you Harvey.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

I Have NO Life!

Ok, so here it is, Sunday afternoon, and where am I?? At work. Yes, that's correct, I'm at work. It's quiet and I can get more done now rather than when everyone is here. It's amazing how many times I am interrupted daily. I'm still enjoying my new job for the most part, however, as with all things there are some minor "growing pains." While the white flag has not gone up yet, I have had to brainstorm to make some improvements though. I have decided to start working earlier in the morning so I can be finished earlier in the afternoon. Let me explain.

As you probably already know, I work a minimum of 4 1/2 hours a day at the center. Most days it's more. After "work" I go to my "other" job.... home healthcare. I still have 2 clients I see five days a week, and a third I see two days a week. As of late I've been getting home after 7:30 or 8:00 on the days I see 3 clients. One night last week the girls were already asleep by the time I got home. I don't like that.

It used to be that I started working with my first client at 6:15 every morning. I've decided to do that again. If I start at 6:30, I can get to work here at the center by 7:45. If I finish up by 12:30 or 1:00PM, that puts me in Spring Grove by about 1:20PM at the latest. I finish that client by 3 or 3:15 depending. Then on I go to York New Salem for another 2 hour case. I finish up there by about 5:30. That puts me home by about 5:45 on my "late" days and 3:30ish on my "early" days. Both of the girls like this plan better. They're sick of me being gone, too. We'll see how this works out for the time being.